23. You Hate my Smile
“Almys’ magical prowess is high, but he isn’t as good in swordsmanship. In contrast, Vioris is very talented in the latter.”
His Highness continued his explanation.
“I told Vioris to come once we have detained Baroness Schmia since he’s also an important witness. Everything should be revealed soon. …In short, this is where the real battle starts. Be it for Dirlia and also Haulfa.”
Concluding so with a difficult expression, his gaze lingered on me before relaxing.
“Other than that, Tia… don’t you hate my smile?”
“Eh?”
His Highness suddenly said something unthinkable. In such a pitiful voice too, and all because of my doing—!? Thankfully, I managed to stop myself before I let out an even dumber sound. Good job, me. Awesome, me.
I stared at His Highness, my eyes wide. His Highness also seemed confused.
I hate His Highness’ smile—!?
What was that—!? That information, where did he get it—!?
Such impossible, outrageous, words! Where did that talk even originate from—!?
“…or, are you already okay with it now?”
His Highness appeared puzzled. Coupled with his hair, it was as if I was looking at a beautiful girl—even though he was a grown man.
I gave a response, equally as confused.
“…w, what’s the basis of such claim—!? For me to hate His Highness’ smile, that’s just…!”
Such profaneness, I would never—!!
Looking at my face, His Highness became silent and blinked several times.
“Eh? Ah… I see now, I understand…”
“W, wait, wait just a moment, Your Highness—!! Have you always been under the assumption that I hate your smile—!? Such a thing, I would never—are you kidding me—!?”
‘Are you a fool—!?’ However, I did manage to stop myself in time before I spouted such words.
After all, no matter how stupid he was, he was still a prince. I mustn’t be profane.
His Highness chuckled bitterly at my words. That was his answer.
“What’s going on—!?”
“Tia might think this is a joke, but, sorry… Indeed, for the last ten years, I was under that kind of assumption.”
…You’re lying—!!
I leant on the sofa, feeling incredibly overwhelmed.
His Highness deflected his gaze with an awkward expression as he said, “I see, that’s right…”
I didn’t know what he was thinking, but how could he deluded himself into believing that there exists a person who hate someone else’s smile—?! Normally, such a person didn’t exist! Who did he think I am—!?
While my mind was still preoccupied, His Highness suddenly spoke.
“So you’re alright with it now?”
“Now—!? I’ve always been fine with it since the beginning—!!”
I meant, who, who would hate someone else’s smile—!? What kind of human was that—!? I corrected his words, I felt as if I had been played by him. In response came his confused expression.
What, what? I became even more exhausted.
I hadn’t been in contact with His Highness recently, true, but where was that His Highness I was so familiar with—!? Where did he go—!?
We had been together for 10 years, but it was as if today was our first meeting ever!
“…But didn’t you cry before?”
“Huh?”
I was surprised by His Highness’ claim and stared back at him.
Frustration and confusion permeated his deep blue-green eyes. Looking at them made me uncomfortable.
Me? Crying? What?
I didn’t recalled anything like that—!
At least for the last few years, I didn’t recalled ever crying before him…
To dispel my questions, His Highness opened his mouth.
“It was over a decade ago… When I laughingly embraced you, didn’t you tell me this—“Don’t laugh at me—!” At that moment, I was worried if I was hated by you. I wondered if you hated me so much that you despise even the sight of me laughing…”
…over a decade ago—!?
What are you referring to, Your Highness—!?
By the way, I had no recollection of that at all—!
I told His Highness not to laugh—!?
I didn’t remember that—!
Because if it was over a decade ago, then I was about five years old—! There was no way I could recall anything so far in the past—!
But there was no point in throwing such a retort at His Highness.
There must have be a reason—! Yes, there must be—!
Otherwise, that would be too profane of me—! I would like to think that I wasn’t that baseless of a person—!
I tried to recall such a distant memory—the memory of me telling His Highness not to laugh—!
But none, what do I do—!? I couldn’t recall anything—!
At once, His Highness laughed at the pale me. His laugh sounded troubled.
“If you’re alright with my smile now, then it’s alright, Tia… I, to you…”
“What are you talking about—!? When was that—!?”
“Eh?”
“I’m sorry, but I recall no such thing—! When did I say that to Your Highness—!?”
If he at least gave me some more hints, I might recall something. I desperately asked His Highness, who blinked and chuckled.
“Even if Tia doesn’t remember, it’s fine, you know? Let the past stay in the past as we focus on the present.”
“I’m sorry, Your Highness. I would like to think that I was an unchanging person since the past to the present moment.”
“I see, well, it happened when Tia was five years old. I was eight at that time. It was after my birthday party.”
His Highness spoke of the past as if he was at his last straw…
His Highness’ eight-year-old birthday… I was five at that time, and I was already his fiancée…
…I remembered hearing from my parents that I was officially engaged with His Highness just before I turned five. That meant at that party, we were freshly engaged. But why did such a statement pop out?
Party… party, I recalled when I was five years old, I was a little plumper at that time than now…
…Oh, yeah!!!!!
The shock ran through me, it was as if I was struck by lightning.
***T/N:
“Almys’ magical prowess is high, but he isn’t as good in swordsmanship. In contrast, Vioris is very talented in the latter.”
Meanwhile, he failed to mention his own self. I assume due to him being in the middle, everything about him is balanced thus he specialize in paperworks?
And guys, I have a feeling that their misunderstanding was born from something utterly and ridiculously petty.
Wait, so he’s been hung up on some comment she made when she was 5?!?
Wow, the prince really is an idiot
Holy sh*T so tiya is 15/16 years old? That explains a lot about her attitude and personality. Seriously, give them a break. Tiya and the Prince are children ??
Also, is Maria(the pink haired girl who Vioris was talking to in the hallway) the evil mastermind? I couldnt comment on the last chapter :))
If she is the future queen and she acts like a normal 15 yo then doesnt that mean her parent did piss-poor job at parenting her to be the next queen?
Her dumbness may be understandable to her age, but do you think people in court will be as understanding to her? With her current state of mind she most probably wont survive two months of her crowning and would get assassinated very easily.
That is why.
“After all, no matter how stupid he was, he was still a prince. I mustn’t be profane.”
Aren’t you already being profane, thinking that????
“I meant, who, who would hate someone else’s smile—!? What kind of human was that—!? I corrected his words, I felt as if I had been played by him. In response came his confused expression.”
There is one right here in the comments section……If you know a person who smiles as if they were planning something evil you would also hate their smile and would want to smack them in the face from time to time. And if you also get to know someone who laughs in their sleep and then retains a smile while sleeping at the very least you would also get creeped out even if you did not hate it
A barely 5 year old kid… that mouthed off… at 5 years old… wtf… no way would I want him to be king lol… fuck that… any brainless idiot that seriously thought that was true… yet maintained his love for her… wtf… just what the hell…
Tell him to stop explaining and ask for your engagement to be broken… no more trips down memory lane just let him go… let that fool go… do not marry him and allow his progeny to spawn… it will be detrimental to the gene pool… so what if he is good looking… better smart than stupid I say… so let him go… just wash your hands of him and turn around, walk away… flee!!!
You sounds like a broken man, my friend.
Your level of misunderstanding is on par with His…
Yep this guy’s broken
Lol so is rat his bro?
Lol moto i wonder if you keep reading this for the answer of that single question
Maybe maybe. Mostly read it to read your notes.