As my Engagement has Been Annulled, Iā€™m Going to Live Freely! Translation

28. A Proposal

I stretched at my refreshening awakening.

I felt a little lazyā€”however, my entire body was satisfied.

As I relaxed and turned around, Ryan smiled at me. We were very close to each other.

ā€œGood morning, Flores.ā€

ā€œGood morning. You are awake.ā€

Feeling embarrassed, I said that while lowering my gaze.

Ryan kissed my forehead and caressed my head. His fingers were combing my hair.

ā€œIndeed. Flores has a beautiful sleeping face.ā€

For him to reply without hesitation… I immediately pulled the blanket over myself due to the embarrassment.

Ryan embraced at my behavior while giving a refreshing laugh.

ā€œIā€™m happy, Flores. I want to wake up beside you every morning.ā€

I immediately swooned.

ā€œ…Is that a proposal?ā€

When I said that with the intention of teasing him, Ryan straightforwardly denied it.

I was just joking… but his unexpectedly serious reply hurt me.

He was the dukeā€™s son.

A marriage partner wouldnā€™t be something that easily decided for him.

Unlike Ricardo, the moronic son, Ryan properly fulfilled his duties as the eldest son of a dukeā€™s family.

I understood that he truly loved me. But for aristocrats, love and marriage were two different things.

ā€œIā€™m going to propose to you after getting dressed properly. …But, I just want to stay this way.ā€

ā€œWait, what?ā€

Apparently, I was still asleep.

I couldnā€™t understand Ryanā€™s remarks well.

ā€œBut, Flores has already awakened. I have to get up as well. Today is a day the store opens.ā€

ā€œThatā€™s true, but thereā€™s still time…ā€

Towards me, and my prepared rebuttal, Ryan recommended a shower. Still disoriented, I obeyed.

What was that…?

When I left the bathroom, I noticed that Ryan was completely dressed. He then came to me.

ā€œFlores, itā€™s about beforeā€”ā€

ā€”I was embraced from the front. Due to Ryanā€™s words, I lifted my head.

Ryan looked away once in a bashful manner. Then, he looked straight at me, and opened his mouth.

ā€œAs soon as you find it within yourself to forgive me, I want you to marry me.ā€

Ryanā€™s expression was so serious, it couldnā€™t be taken as a mere joke.

Apparently, I wasnā€™t dreaming. He was serious.

ā€œWait a minute, isnā€™t this too sudden?ā€

I got more confused.

Of course I was happy to receive his proposal, and I wanted to say yes to him.

However, there were too many difficulties and obstacles to overcome.

Ryan shouldnā€™t be so stupid that he didnā€™t know.

ā€œI know itā€™s hasty, but I really want the opportunity to live with Flores.ā€

His straightforward words made me feel dizzy.

His passionate gaze filled me with the urge to nod.

ā€œ…Iā€™m sorry, but let me think about it for a moment.ā€

I had said something extravagant towards a dukeā€™s son.

If other people were to hear that, theyā€™d be overwhelmed.

But, it was precisely because the other party was a dukeā€™s son.

When it came to marriage, I should at least be a duchess to be deemed eligible by the Clifford family.

When I thought about a future with Ryan, and the fact that I could be with him, the hardships werenā€™t so overwhelming anymore.

But honestly, I didnā€™t feel that I was ready.

Because until yesterday, I hadnā€™t even thought about how my feelings would come true.

Moreover, if Ryan, who knew that I cared about the store, were to tell me to quit my job once I got married…

ā€œYou donā€™t have to worry about that.ā€

My breath paused due to his firmness.

What if he told me to leave my store?

Besides, Ryan would be succeeding his family, wouldnā€™t he? My future prospects suddenly felt concerning.

It was as if I could hear the thumping of my heart.

ā€œ…My younger brother is who will be succeeding the family instead of me.ā€

ā€œ…What?ā€

ā€œWeā€™re currently preparing and proceeding with the procedure.ā€

ā€œYouā€™re lying…ā€

I was stunned when I was told that.

He had said something extraordinary. Heā€™d chose marrying a woman who was almost like a commoner over succeeding his family?

But, with an unbelievably refreshing smile, Ryan reassured me.

ā€œIā€™m not lying. Thatā€™s one of the reasons why I havenā€™t been able to visit this month.ā€

I was rendered speechless.

Ryan gently touched my cheek.

ā€œW, why would you…ā€

ā€œBecause the title of the duke will only be a hindrance in proposing to you.ā€

Ryan smiled, and I had to immediately shake my head after I inadvertently thought of him as cute.

In the first place, I shouldnā€™t be laughing.

ā€œHad I been rejected yesterday, I was going to show my sincerity and confess once again, that time revealing that Iā€™m a duke no longer.ā€

He did that while thinking about me.

I could feel my face flushing.

He is so adorable…

How can he be this adorable?!

Stop it, I shouldnā€™t be swooning right now!

ā€œShould you, decide that so easily…?ā€

ā€œIt isnā€™t a simple matter, of course. But to me, Flores is more important than being a duke.ā€

Being told so with such firmness, I started to waver.

ā€œI could simply be deceiving you, right? Yet, you decided to give up your right for succession? Regardless of the result, that shouldnā€™t be a good thing…ā€

ā€œThereā€™s no point in me getting married if it isnā€™t to Flores. If I canā€™t leave an heir anyway, itā€™d be better for both sides for it to be abandoned early.ā€

He smugly said that with a face that was waiting to be complimented

His words went round and round in my head. I couldnā€™t find anything to say.

I couldnā€™t answer as easily.

It wasnā€™t something that shouldnā€™t be done. Perhaps, I should give up.

There was still time. He could still withdraw what he did. He could still throw me away.

But was there anyone who could deny a loved one, who could smile while saying that he didnā€™t need anything else as long as he could be with me?

ā€œFlores, you donā€™t need to worry about the store.ā€

Stroking my cheek, Ryan said in a gentle tone.

ā€œTo Flores, this place is an important castle. I want to take care of what you care about.ā€

His sincere words grasped my heart. My tears were about to overflow.

ā€œFlores…ā€

Ryan must had understood by looking at my tearful eyes. He happily repeated his question.

ā€œWill you marry me?ā€

Well, there was only a single answer.

The tears that I had endured overflowed, blurring my vision.

I wanted to reply as fast as I could, but I could only muster some muffled sobs.

ā€œY, yes…!ā€

I hugged him back after I finally managed to answer.

Ryan hugged the tearful me and wiped my tears with a satisfied smile.

ā€œOur positions have been reversed.ā€

ā€œHow embarrassing, Iā€™m crying like a toddler…ā€

ā€œI love how cute you are.ā€

Ryan, who was much cuter than me, spoke with a fascinated tone.

Then, as I slowly closed my eyes, we kissed.

Letā€™s do our best to not make each other regret.

I swore that in my heart.


***T/N: Onward to the wedding scene puhleeeese!

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