A Thousand Years of Separation~ Today, I Shall be the Villainess~ Translation

21. By the Lakeside (3)

Some distance away from the shore, on a floating boatā€”

ā€œLook, William-sama! The fish are swimming!ā€

Carla leaned and innocently pointed at the water. William stared at her with a troubled face.

Today was indeed strange. After leaving Williamā€™s mansion, Carla kept talking to him, but soon after Amelia entered the carriage, she became silent. During the entire trip, Carla didnā€™t speak to Ameliaā€”it didnā€™t change after they got off the carriage, either.

Her line of sight was entirely occupied by William.

William was aware of Carlaā€™s feeling towards him. Carla was only a child when she confessed to him, yet ever since then, her feelings only grew stronger. It could be seen through her behavior. William never thought of it as unpleasant, so he didnā€™t refuse nor avoid her.

However, to be honest, he didnā€™t find it particularly pleasant, either. William thought of Carla as his little sister. He adored her the way a brother would his cute sister, instead of as a lover.

Even if he said that, he also didnā€™t hold a shred of romantic feelings for Amelia.

Either wayā€”William was in trouble. The usual Carla would keep her composure and opted to stay silent because she didnā€™t want to appear childish in front of William.

However, such wasnā€™t the case today.

She became coquettish and showered William with affectionā€”even in front of Amelia. As he had been her friend since childhood, William knew that this was Carlaā€™s true self.

William regretted his laidback attitude towards Carlaā€”he was overconfident. He was so sure Carla wouldnā€™t think of doing anything incredulous. His attitude only encouraged her feelings furtherā€”that was why she tried to be honest, modest, and gentle. All that so she could be suitable for William.

ā€”why did this happen?

ā€œCarla, what was with your behavior towards Lady Amelia just a while back? That was too rude.ā€

William finally spoke to Carla about the way she behaved.

ā€”even if Carla had feelings for him and Amelia didnā€™t mind it, that could never be a reason for her to behave like that. William hoped Carla would understand at least that much.

Yet, Carlaā€™s smile disappeared completely, as a rebuttal towards Williamā€™s words.

ā€œMe? Rude? But that woman is even ruder than me! I heard about her from my brothersā€”and I know itā€™s the truth.ā€ Carla glared at William.

William glared back at Carla with a serious expression.

ā€œā€¦What did you hear?ā€

ā€œWilliam-sama, did you know? That woman, along with Edward and Bryan, frequent the cityā€™s pub! Moreover, they are sneaking around at night!ā€

ā€œā€¦pub?ā€

William never heard about that before. In the first place, William knew little about Amelia. It had been less than a month since they got engaged. In reality, this was the third time they had ever met in person.

Of course, Carla didnā€™t know that.

ā€œAs I thought, William-sama didnā€™t know! During the ball, Amelia tricked both my brothers and brought them to a pub! Can you imagine that?! Even more so when she didnā€™t actually know my brothers in the first place! After that, she started chatting up random strangersā€”how shameless can one be!?ā€ Carlaā€™s voice vibrated with anger and contempt.

Then, she continued. ā€œI, I have pride tooā€¦!! Whyā€¦!! Why does it have to be that womanā€¦!? That kind of woman isnā€™t suitable for William-samaā€¦!!ā€ Carla stared at William determinedly.

Yet, William stayed calm.

ā€œThe two told you that?ā€

ā€œExactly!ā€

ā€œBut you didnā€™t see it with your very eyes?ā€

ā€œā€”!! Wi-William-sama, youā€™re saying that my brothers are lying!?ā€

Carla stood up on the boatā€”the sudden movement caused the boat to shake. However, Carla managed to balance herselfā€”this is one thing I wonā€™t ever back down from!!

ā€œCalm down. Thatā€™s not what Iā€™m saying.ā€

ā€œWhat else could you be sayingā€”!?ā€

ā€œI understand, I understand why you would think like thatā€¦ but, did the two say they hated Amelia? Did they mention anything about her being annoying? Was she rude to them?ā€

ā€œā€”t, thatā€™sā€¦ā€

William didnā€™t know how much interaction those two shared with Amelia. He also wasnā€™t sure of their exact impression about her. However, from what he saw today, the two didnā€™t look like they despised Amelia, or found her bothersome.

William continued.

ā€œSure, there are lots of bad rumors swirling about herā€”I wonā€™t deny that. Thereā€™s no smoke without fireā€”ā€œ

ā€œā€”if you already knew since the start, then whyā€”!ā€

ā€œBecause I donā€™t think thatā€™s all there is to her.ā€

Williamā€™s serious look made Carla bite her lips with regretā€”and asked.

ā€œWilliam-sama, are you sure that you arenā€™t being fooled by herā€¦?ā€ Carla resumed. ā€œIā€¦ about William-samaā€”ā€¦ā€

Her eyes swayedā€”sadly, painfully, lovinglyā€¦

Yet her feelings never reached William.

William slowly opened his mouth, and stated the most unbearable fact that she too, knew;

ā€œā€¦Even if thatā€™s true, itā€™s none of your business.ā€

ā€œā€”!!ā€

The severity in Williamā€™s tone made Carla speechless.

ā€”but William didnā€™t stop.

ā€œIā€™ll be honest with you, Carlaā€”I canā€™t accept your feelings. I too am fond of you, but itā€™s just the fondness one feels towards their family. Itā€™s different.ā€

ā€œā€”ā€¦ā€

Drop after drop of large tears spilled from Carlaā€™s eyes.

ā€œItā€™s my faultā€¦ I shouldā€™ve told you sooner, I apologize, Carla.ā€

ā€œT, this canā€™t beā€¦ no wayā€¦ becauseā€¦ becauseā€”ā€¦ā€ Carla finally started sobbing. She stood there, dazed, with tears endlessly flowing down her cheeks. Nevertheless, William said nothing. He kept staring at Carla, emotionlessly.


***T/N: I pity Carla, it’s every girls’ dream for their first love to come true, right? But at the same time, I feel like she’ll do something even more childish after this…

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